swtbug

Hey am back, maybe for good and maybe not but anyways I got a lot on my head that I want to bring it out.. Truth is am lost in my life to the case of DANGERNESS of being me! People have a hard time dealing with me and they push me to sign that says "Hey Am Sick!".

I know that each one of us has their ups and downs but lately its hard for me to stick around others. Am driftting away into my own cold world. And today I reached the thought that this is not working for me and maybe I should get back home to my oman but again that's another issue of misery!

U can never imagine how big changes have I puttin myself through, but then its not me who pushed myself to change its fate.

All I own now is just memories of sweet and painful paths I have been to. Am not happy at this moment though I am where I wanted to be in the past but for me I feel I have just reached late and nothing feels like my dream.

Ah people, what am I suppose to write about them! I should just write about me and am the person that you can abuse, mislead, use and I would not stand for me. Worset part I got no one to stand for me here, thats why I miss my home and my people. I miss them so much.