swtbug

Damn it! I don't have any computer at home and lately my workplace have taken the laptop from me due to some fucked up system! And my dad Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr he gave his laptop to his wife daughter No not his daughter! It's another men daugther!

Anyways that is the mean reason why I haven't blogged but what the hack, don't bother about that and let me fill my sarrow and hopes in here from the past four days!

On 14th I wen't to Abbas to do the prayer for daddy! I felt ridicals doing it infornt of people but I had to just to get my dad cured!.

On 15th I asked dad 2 give me any of his cars! He refused saying that he will use both of them! Yeah Right!

It's been ages since I ate well, I just have one meal a day and I drink lots of water YET I'm not shitting anymore and hardly do I pee ! On top of that I don't think am losing any weight and it's not that I dont wanna eat but I tottally don't feel like doing so!

I always wonder how does a person reduce his wieght if he is not eating and not excerising?! Is it by sweat or shitting or peeing! If you know share it with me *plz*

Geeees I hate working in here it drives me nuts! Every1 has a closed mind and I wish if god made them with a closed mouth too!

Man this whole problem am in really sucks, am suppose to go for studies in May and still dad didnt make up his mind yet !

But I have hopes in the prayer session I had and hid on 14th of april! I just had this weird dream 2day that kinda shows evil will fail.

I'll write about it soon enough for now gotta do something for the template !